I passed the LET!

now i can finally say it’s done! no, not really the done that you might about to think. not the done that you would think that i think it’s over and finally smile all the time in all the ways possible. not the done that i would relax myself and just assume things to go in good ways. no. it’s probably the kind of done that i would be thankful about as of now. because finally, it’s over. the preparation, the pressure, the worries, etc. it’s over.

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and now what

There was an itch somewhere in my head that triggered me to make this entry. For once, I imagined myself being independent, stepping aloft the cold surface of this world through my own feet. I imagined spending a lot of money I earned by my own sweat and labor. I imagined my whole life living not depending on my family’s income or decisions and/or with my friends’ opinions. For once, I imagined myself embracing the real me – the one who I long to become. But imaginations are far from reality, and there is no power in this world that I can use to teleport myself into my made-up world.

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